the story is like this... i like this person you know... no , u dont kno , k... never mind... so, i like this person for who he is, and how he treats me, he's really my type of guy. perfect ! (not soo la..) but then, he got a girlfriend already. :( it's always the case. so i got used to the that fact la. even though he sees his galfren like once a week or maybe even less :\ coz she goes to a diff skul.. i still get to see him everyday :) and sum times i forget that he even has a galfren... but today, i checked his galfrens blog.. :( i was in tears, almost. T-T i never really knew he did all that, he said all that, to her.. i know she deserves it.. but it hurts.. :( so bad to think that he has sum one else on his mind.. :'(
now i feel like i don't want to go to school :(
but i have to... i have to study..
but i can't see his face.. it'll hurt...
would it matter ? which is more important ?
both are important.. if i don't have a happy heart... i'll never be able to study well... :'(
i need to try... besides, he makes me smile no matter what rite ?
i don't know.. don't want to take the risk..
oh.. come on.. i have to try.. be strong ! this isn't the MON i know !!
okay.. i'm sorry... split personality speech.. :P but seriously, i'm still depressed... haha.. but you know wat, i chated with two of my guy classmates... S n K ... they really helped.. especially S, even tho i dont really favour him much but he seems to see my depression and he actually CARES !! he asked me to tell him what happened and stuff... but i couldn't tell him :( so he buat lawak la with K, and i laughed... smiled :D i didn't know i could do that.. lol XD
well.. i'm going to school tmr, and i'm gonna tell my best fren wat happened.. hopefully she'll understand... she will... hopefully i'll be strong and FORGET ABOUT IT !!!
now i feel like i don't want to go to school :(
but i have to... i have to study..
but i can't see his face.. it'll hurt...
would it matter ? which is more important ?
both are important.. if i don't have a happy heart... i'll never be able to study well... :'(
i need to try... besides, he makes me smile no matter what rite ?
i don't know.. don't want to take the risk..
oh.. come on.. i have to try.. be strong ! this isn't the MON i know !!
okay.. i'm sorry... split personality speech.. :P but seriously, i'm still depressed... haha.. but you know wat, i chated with two of my guy classmates... S n K ... they really helped.. especially S, even tho i dont really favour him much but he seems to see my depression and he actually CARES !! he asked me to tell him what happened and stuff... but i couldn't tell him :( so he buat lawak la with K, and i laughed... smiled :D i didn't know i could do that.. lol XD
well.. i'm going to school tmr, and i'm gonna tell my best fren wat happened.. hopefully she'll understand... she will... hopefully i'll be strong and FORGET ABOUT IT !!!
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